Well for the first time in like months I went on the server and I guess I was kicked out of the clan. I kind of expected that quite a long time ago. I know this is weird especially because I never really got far in the ranks of the clan but I beleive I should give some kind of formal goodbye
First off I'm sorry Its taken a long time to post this goodbye, As you know I go to college and well it took up a lot of time. come next semester due to a resident assistant job I'm taking I'll have even less time to myself. So it's not fair that I try to stay in the clan when I know I won't be able to stay active.
my lack of activity was also due to a bit of boredom on my part. I kind of lost all motivation to play the game after a personal issue arose. I don't mind sharing this issue because I beleive I owe an explanation for my sudden disappearance, even though I was only a student in rank it was wrong of me to just go AWOL like that.
Basically a close friend of mine was going through a bad emotional experience which included her having suicidal thoughts. and as a friend I was up texting her until 3 AM on numerous occasions just trying to help her fall asleep or keep her from going into an emotional relapse. I was they only person she could tell her problems to. I guess I fell into a type of depression myself. all of my friends noticed I became more withdrawn from everything. between that and school life just got too tough for me to enjoy anything
Now that it's summer I'm a bit more relaxed and I'll probably be on the servers every once and a while and once again I'm sorry for my disappearance. I hope to see you all around. I also have a facebook if anyone wants to friend me my account name is
https://www.facebook.com/bematis and my twitter is BEMatis
Oh and hello to all the new members that have come in since I've been gone and congratulations to any promotions I've missed. I hope to see all of you around
First off I'm sorry Its taken a long time to post this goodbye, As you know I go to college and well it took up a lot of time. come next semester due to a resident assistant job I'm taking I'll have even less time to myself. So it's not fair that I try to stay in the clan when I know I won't be able to stay active.
my lack of activity was also due to a bit of boredom on my part. I kind of lost all motivation to play the game after a personal issue arose. I don't mind sharing this issue because I beleive I owe an explanation for my sudden disappearance, even though I was only a student in rank it was wrong of me to just go AWOL like that.
Basically a close friend of mine was going through a bad emotional experience which included her having suicidal thoughts. and as a friend I was up texting her until 3 AM on numerous occasions just trying to help her fall asleep or keep her from going into an emotional relapse. I was they only person she could tell her problems to. I guess I fell into a type of depression myself. all of my friends noticed I became more withdrawn from everything. between that and school life just got too tough for me to enjoy anything
Now that it's summer I'm a bit more relaxed and I'll probably be on the servers every once and a while and once again I'm sorry for my disappearance. I hope to see you all around. I also have a facebook if anyone wants to friend me my account name is
https://www.facebook.com/bematis and my twitter is BEMatis
Oh and hello to all the new members that have come in since I've been gone and congratulations to any promotions I've missed. I hope to see all of you around