[Kakashi.Archive]

Well i thought it would be nice once in a while to be alone at my house.

But it really isnt at all. When parents are broken up, you have no siblinings, and your friends wont even call you because they think they have better things to do, your alone.... Im kinda sick of this...

Can someone help me plz.... I cant deal with my life anymore and my psyc is not helping and im not going on antis again because they make me agressive...

I have fallen in a DEEP depresson and its hard to even get excepted by ppl anymore..I dont want to sound so naggy or anoying but i cant deal anymore..My life sucks and is litterally killing me, i havent even had anthing to eat in about 6 days im so depressed...and i can only move a little cause im so weak right now.

[Kane]

Whoah...well I know what its like to have your parents break up on you and it aint fun, as for the no siblings well cant empathise there cause well I have lots of half sisters and brothers now :S

But seriously the whole sitting around moping about worrying about how bad your life is isnt the way to fix the situation, I suffered from depression myself a little while back and I'll tell you exactly what helped me... getting out and doing things. So your friends wont call you or anything go out to new places make new friends. Also dont worry too much about people excepting you to be honest people wont accept you if your depressed not everyone likes to burden themselves with other peoples problems.

But still get a hobby take up something new, even if it is just going out for a walk, you sit in your house isolating yourself all the time it'll become harder and harder for you to integrate yourself back into society. This may sound like a load of psycho babble advice but hey believe me it works, get out there and do things take your mind of worrying about everything, you have to fill your life with distractions then in time you realise you were being your own worst enemy.

And well additionally, you make the effort to go see your friends? Or just want them to come to you? Cause sometimes if you want people to stand by you, you gotta show them that you will put in the effort to stand by them. Just a few words of advice either take them in or ignore them tis your choice.

[Akimoto]

your PM to me says it all:
*edit - sry but I must agree with kaka a pm is for you and not for the public especially something as serious as this. please keep a "Personal Message" personal -Nin*

Personally, i don't understand any of it.. hmm

[Kakashi.Archive]

Aki...What part of PM did that not come by u...It was not to be put out in front of everyone!!!!!!!!

[Akimoto]

in what reason and purpose would i keep this message a secret?
i've deleted the message and now i don't even remember what it said cuz the "edit" is gone..

[Kakashi.Archive]

Aki...just never mind about it....if u had understood it and did answer back to me i probably would not have liked the reply anyways!

[Kakashi.Archive]

Edit*

[Tricky]

/wrists

You probably have heard this before, but every teenager goes through issues like this.

PS: Telling people on the forums isn't gonna help you, got tell your family or friends how you feel.

[Darfin]

Blarg.
I couldn't relate anymore to this problem.
My parents have been separated since I was 5.
My mom is this huge emoitonaly abusive drunk.
My brother is getting married and moving in a month.
(including the fact that he doesn't pay any attention to me)
My "friends" could'nt care less about me. They all have better friends or better things to do.

But you wanna know what you do when your life gets tough like that?
Go on JA. No. Seriously.
Because KR is where your true friends are, whether you like it or not.
I always find it to cheer me up.

[Kakashi.Archive]

I dont have a comp all the time to play the game...which sucks as well but anyways...Yes u r right KR has friends and is like a family to me right now..with out KR or the game...WOW i dont know were i would be right now...

[Chantelle]

I actually think alernative things might help such as hobby.

hobbies can be healthy for the mind, maybe healthy for the body and keep you interested

I suggestt my hobby fitness and training I run swim and do body toning and some weights

it:

keeps me happy about myself
increases my confidence
fact - exercise increased endorphins which are what makes you happy
obviously makes me more healthy
gives me something to do and work for.

Thing is alot of us suffer from depression or depressed states at some point and while alot of people will show you love and support its vital infact impreitive you understand one major fact:

You are the one who needs to get yourself back on track. only you can achieve that. As happiness and satisfaction comes from within.

[BloodRose]

we are always here to help you guys and anyone with the problem of feeling alone is more than welcome to message me i have 10 differant ways you can talk to me not including ja wich unfortunatly i have not been able to get on in a while

[Tricky]

No offense to others' suggestions, but I REALLY don't think it's a good idea to get a close connection with people over the internet. You'll find yourself more depressed. We are all basically bodiless entities. We're intangible, and it'll get frustrating knowing that we can't physical be there. We can give you advice and warm words, but it's not the same as us being there and telling it to your face. Trust me, don't get too attached to us.

[Kane]

Tricky said it best there, internet friendships are good for advice in the comfort of strangers so to speak, but you cant beat a good friend on whoms shoulder you can cry.

[Melissa]

I think the better idea what what kane and me sister said get a hobbie

I go for a good run somes and I feel much better

[Darfin]

Well.
They do have really good points.
But whenever I'm feeling lonely or depressed, I'll just go on JA.
We may be bodiless entities but we are one big family and ain't NO member is gonna be feeling sad in THIS CLAN.
(or else)

[BloodRose]

lol dar thats true guys but remember this too that a friendship is a friendship no matter where it comes from and to frank we maybe bodyless so to speak but I have alot of true friends that the only way to speak to them is on the internet. to me it is more conforting to talk to someone i cant see or touch cause its harder to be hurt by that person. but thats just me and i believe it is purly just personal prefferance

[Tricky]

Do what I do, paintball. It's basically the legal way to shoot someone, and I think it's more fun than airsoft. Go to a public course, I'd stick with outdoors, and pwn it up. You'll make friends with your team pretty quick 'cause friendships can form out on the battlefield.

[Phoenix]

Heh, ive ive played paintball before. I had to leave the game, cause some 9 year old repeatedly shot me in the head through a window. I felt so dizzy that I left the game, the thing I was most pissed off about was:

1. He was out.
2. I wasnt even out because you arent allowed to aim for the head or face.

Pfft.

[Tricky]

Yeah, it can hurt in some circumstances. I got shot in the unmentionables before. Ooh boy.

[Kakashi.Archive]

If i had a paint ball gun i would shot my fathers mustang...I HATE THAT DAMN CAR......but it will be mine some day so i wont...

[Tricky]

You can rent guns and buy paint at the courses, and most do free CO2 refills, too. It's probably best to use a rented or borrowed gun before buying one, since they can be expensive. Mine was roughly $300 at the time I purchased it. You might not end up liking paintball, so this is a better route for testing it out.