[NinjaSarah]

Hey, guys. I'm still grounded, but I snuck on here because I want to tell everyone something so that when I'm different on the server, you'll know why.

My grandmother passed away just last night. She broke her hip a long time ago but she kept it from us, and she got a blood clot that went straight to her lungs... She couldn't breathe by herself and she was Lifeflighted to a hospital in Des Moines. Unfortunately, she died on the way there.

I'm going to miss her so much.. Not being able to say goodbye is probably going to haunt me and my brothers..

But anyway, I just thought I'd let you all know, in case I'm gone for even longer and I act different.

[SilentOne]

oh noez! im sorry sarah...thats not a good thing to deal with..not being able to say bye either..well shes in a better place now...hope u get better!

[Pyra]

Sarah, I'm so sorry. We know you probably can't act the same after something like that, but it doesn't mean we aren't going to be any less concerned or feel any differently about you. Just focus on your family, the KR one will be waiting here patiently when you need us.

[blacki]

look forward and remember the good things

[Falcon]

I'm so sorry to hear that Sarah But I want you to know that things will get better(even though it's not looking promising atm). And if you ever need to chat, I'm almost always on msn

[NinjaSarah]

Thanks everyone. I'm glad you're all here to support me and my family. The funeral's on Tuesday, so maybe after then I'll be ungrounded and back on the server.

I'm still really sad, but at least now my grandmother's not in pain anymore, and that she is in a better place, with Great Grandma and Grandpa Toigo..

Thanks again, everyone, for being there for me.

[jawfin]

Hey Princess, I'm very sad to hear of your loss.

We'll catch up later on MSN as we always do, thinking of you <3

[Cross]

Much hugs sarah! Hope you get better, your grandma is in a better place now, I am sorry to hear it happened to your family.

[Delev]

Sorry to hear that Sarah. I hope things get better and your grandmother can rest easy now.

[Melissa]

NS

We often don't get to the chance to say goodbye like we wish too to the ones we love who are cruelly taken away from us, but don't let that haunt you.

If I recall you have a strong faith, find strength in that, and also find believe that you can make your peace with your grand mother in heaven and that now she is in a better place watching over you.

[NinjaSarah]

Thanks guys, and you're absolutely right. Knowing that my grandmother is alright in Heaven now keeps me smiling and strong. Thank you guys so much for caring. ^^ I'm grateful.

Things are settling down now, so I'll be back before too long.

Thanks again! *Super ninja-hugs everyone*

[Jato]

We fear death because we were not made to die, but for those who believe, death is just another door to where we belong.

..... woah, that was deep, I must be getting soft >.>

Anyways, my condolonces, I know how it hurts to lose a loved one.

[Pyra]

*Gets superhugged!* ^_^ Yay, finally another girl aside from Fally that's on!!!

[NinjaSarah]

Lol Py and thank you Jato, I appreciate that. ^^

[Jato]

Meh, I try >.> *smoke bomb*

[Pyra]

Meh, I try >.> *smoke bomb*

*Cough cough hack.* Gawd dammit! >.<

[Dirge]

Sarah,
Im sorry for your lose, Wherever she is, im sure shes happy
Love is stronger than death, and i know your love for your Grandmother is so strong it would make Death fall to his knees.
Hang in there Sarah =] your in my thoughts.
*many hugs* <3

-CJ

[NinjaSarah]

Aww thank you, CJ! You're really sweet. ^_^

Things are starting to look up for me and the family, even though I still cry when I see her picture. >.< I know she's happy and in a better place, it's just that I miss her, and I have a bunch of regrets about it.

But everything will be okay, with you guys' support I know it will. ^^

[Jato]

Meh, I try >.> *smoke bomb*

*Cough cough hack.* Gawd dammit! >.<

*Smoke Bomb* You should stay out of my path of appearence/disappearence... *smoke bomb*

[Pyra]

Meh, I try >.> *smoke bomb*

*Cough cough hack.* Gawd dammit! >.<

*Smoke Bomb* You should stay out of my path of appearence/disappearence... *smoke bomb*

*Hack wheeze.* Maybe if I had a little forewarning, I cou-*Cough*-could! >_O

[Jato]

*smoke bomb* but then whats the point of stealth if u know when where and what i do? *smoke bomb*

[Cross]

*smoke bomb* but then whats the point of stealth if u know when where and what i do? *smoke bomb*

guys not to be touchy but this isnt thread to joke around

[Pyra]

So sorry to offend you, Cross, but no need to roll your eyes. If you look earlier in the thread, you can see we DO, in fact, give a damn. We're idiots, but don't lecture us, it's not your place.

[Jato]

Agreed. But ahem, u can speak for urself on being mentally disabled XP *smoke bomb*

[NinjaSarah]

Hey, now. Let's not turn this into a battleground.

Edit: I'm sure he wasn't meaning to lecture, and I dun think the eyeroll was literal... if that makes sense. :S Don't kill me, but I think he's got a point. *coughs from all the smoke bombs*

Jato, I want my smoke bombs back!