Hope Rides Alone
PostPosted:Thu Jul 14, 2011 6:48 am
Just an FYI, seems like a very odd title, but it’s the song that I’m currently listening to at the moment on iTunes and I figured I’d use it as a sort of plug to an awesome band called The Protomen. If you haven’t heard of them, you should If you love rock, rock operas, or Megaman, definitely check them out. They create their own story to the Megaman Universe and it’s just awesome beyond compare.
Anyways, down to business.
I know this might come as a bit of a shock to you all to see me posting in here, but this has been on my mind for a while. Off and on for a while I’ve been debating whether I should stay or should I go. Well, I hope by this post you understand now what my decision is.
I didn’t want to make this post because it scared me to. KR has definitely been a second family to me for the past three years, to just…kinda walk away from that…it’s definitely fear inspiring. However, I feel that it’s time for me to remove those KR tags physically and take my own path for now.
As many of you have noticed, in fact, I’m sure the new applicants have noticed since they’ve probably never met me, I haven’t been active lately…at all really. I remember when I first joined KR three years ago I saw in the Arbiters we only really had two active Arbiters at the time, and that’s when I vowed I would at least get to be an Arbiter to help lead this great clan. Thankfully, I did. However, I became just as absent as those Arbiters I never met when I joined, and I can’t let myself become that.
So, it’s time to put aside my green staff and hang up my robes for a while. You guys deserve better than me as a leader, someone who’s actually active and honestly, still interested in JKA, which I sadly am no longer. I felt I only stuck around for the leadership role, because it felt great to be a leader of this clan, but I can’t help lead if I’m never really around, especially when there are so many more of you who deserve your shot to be a leader. I know it’s taught me so much just to be an Arbiter, and some of you deserve that experience as well.
So, it’s with a long drawn out sigh and heavy heart (literally, I just sighed the biggest sigh I think I ever have,) that I leave you guys, my second family. Though I remove the tags physically, I hope you see me as a part of your family as I feel you all are a part of mine. You will always have a special place in my heart and that I do love you guys as some of my closest friends I’ve ever had. Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart, for giving me a great past three years filled with laughter, love, lessons, and some of the truest of friends that anyone could ever ask for. Stand tall, stand proud, be Knights Reborn…and try not to forget that goofy kid who came in when he was 18 as shy who could be who grew up with you to become fan spamming green bean Arbiter who could talk your ears off.
Thank you.
P.S. A special note for Falcon. I’m sorry sis, I know this must come as a shock to you as did Pyra’s leaving. Pyra said I should have talked to you beforehand, and I know I should have. You are my greatest friend I’ve ever had. You will always be my best friend and sister I’ve never had. I apologize for just kind of dropping this in your lap as with everyone else in KR. I truly love you sis as much as a non-blood brother can. Thank you for being the one who got me into this game in the first place, it’s been great, and I have you the most to thank for it
Anyways, down to business.
I know this might come as a bit of a shock to you all to see me posting in here, but this has been on my mind for a while. Off and on for a while I’ve been debating whether I should stay or should I go. Well, I hope by this post you understand now what my decision is.
I didn’t want to make this post because it scared me to. KR has definitely been a second family to me for the past three years, to just…kinda walk away from that…it’s definitely fear inspiring. However, I feel that it’s time for me to remove those KR tags physically and take my own path for now.
As many of you have noticed, in fact, I’m sure the new applicants have noticed since they’ve probably never met me, I haven’t been active lately…at all really. I remember when I first joined KR three years ago I saw in the Arbiters we only really had two active Arbiters at the time, and that’s when I vowed I would at least get to be an Arbiter to help lead this great clan. Thankfully, I did. However, I became just as absent as those Arbiters I never met when I joined, and I can’t let myself become that.
So, it’s time to put aside my green staff and hang up my robes for a while. You guys deserve better than me as a leader, someone who’s actually active and honestly, still interested in JKA, which I sadly am no longer. I felt I only stuck around for the leadership role, because it felt great to be a leader of this clan, but I can’t help lead if I’m never really around, especially when there are so many more of you who deserve your shot to be a leader. I know it’s taught me so much just to be an Arbiter, and some of you deserve that experience as well.
So, it’s with a long drawn out sigh and heavy heart (literally, I just sighed the biggest sigh I think I ever have,) that I leave you guys, my second family. Though I remove the tags physically, I hope you see me as a part of your family as I feel you all are a part of mine. You will always have a special place in my heart and that I do love you guys as some of my closest friends I’ve ever had. Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart, for giving me a great past three years filled with laughter, love, lessons, and some of the truest of friends that anyone could ever ask for. Stand tall, stand proud, be Knights Reborn…and try not to forget that goofy kid who came in when he was 18 as shy who could be who grew up with you to become fan spamming green bean Arbiter who could talk your ears off.
Thank you.
P.S. A special note for Falcon. I’m sorry sis, I know this must come as a shock to you as did Pyra’s leaving. Pyra said I should have talked to you beforehand, and I know I should have. You are my greatest friend I’ve ever had. You will always be my best friend and sister I’ve never had. I apologize for just kind of dropping this in your lap as with everyone else in KR. I truly love you sis as much as a non-blood brother can. Thank you for being the one who got me into this game in the first place, it’s been great, and I have you the most to thank for it