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Hello and well good bye sort of

PostPosted:Thu Jun 02, 2011 7:11 am
by Striker
Well for the first time in like months I went on the server and I guess I was kicked out of the clan. I kind of expected that quite a long time ago. I know this is weird especially because I never really got far in the ranks of the clan but I beleive I should give some kind of formal goodbye

First off I'm sorry Its taken a long time to post this goodbye, As you know I go to college and well it took up a lot of time. come next semester due to a resident assistant job I'm taking I'll have even less time to myself. So it's not fair that I try to stay in the clan when I know I won't be able to stay active.

my lack of activity was also due to a bit of boredom on my part. I kind of lost all motivation to play the game after a personal issue arose. I don't mind sharing this issue because I beleive I owe an explanation for my sudden disappearance, even though I was only a student in rank it was wrong of me to just go AWOL like that.

Basically a close friend of mine was going through a bad emotional experience which included her having suicidal thoughts. and as a friend I was up texting her until 3 AM on numerous occasions just trying to help her fall asleep or keep her from going into an emotional relapse. I was they only person she could tell her problems to. I guess I fell into a type of depression myself. all of my friends noticed I became more withdrawn from everything. between that and school life just got too tough for me to enjoy anything

Now that it's summer I'm a bit more relaxed and I'll probably be on the servers every once and a while and once again I'm sorry for my disappearance. I hope to see you all around. I also have a facebook if anyone wants to friend me my account name is
https://www.facebook.com/bematis and my twitter is BEMatis

Oh and hello to all the new members that have come in since I've been gone and congratulations to any promotions I've missed. I hope to see all of you around :D

PostPosted:Thu Jun 02, 2011 7:23 am
by Falcon
Striker, just so you know you were not kicked out. You were placed on the inactive list because of, well, inactivity.

The PM I sent you said
Inactivity wrote:To re-apply, just reply to this PM telling us your reasons for being inactive, and when you plan on returning and the Council will give your permissions back depending on your response.
However, having said that, if you are not planning to be active, then I guess this is the best path :/

I'm sorry to see you go. I enjoyed seeing you on server, and I hope that we'll see you again.

PostPosted:Thu Jun 02, 2011 8:38 am
by Arcanine
i know how you feeling Striker,in fact this one was one of the main reasons that i left the Clan..sadly i did not tell this to anybody and joined jawa but i did not stay much long at there now ,i am just like you,i am working on my own exams and i hope i would come back again..
anyway i am terribly sorry for seeing you go matey..i hope you would come back in a piece and Good Luck in your terms ;)

PostPosted:Thu Jun 02, 2011 9:08 am
by Akimoto
The definition of active can be vague at times~

PostPosted:Thu Jun 02, 2011 3:09 pm
by Striker
Sorry Falcon I didn't even see the PM my bad :shock:

I'm sure I'll be on the server this summer and maybe if I get my life in order I will re-apply depending on how the next school semester goes. but I don't want to make any promises I can't keep.

I did really enjoy being in the clan and I feel I made some great friends so I hope to continue playing on the server and see all of you there :)

PostPosted:Thu Jun 02, 2011 9:02 pm
by jawfin
It was always fun Striker, and you know were we are :)