heres my message to jawfin btw just my thoughts/apology towards all of this: hi jaw, ive finally been banned for the first time ever lol. im not going to make any excuses. i know what ive done. im not necessarily sorry for my actions, but i am sorry for taking those actions on a server that doesn't allow said actions. truthfully i wish some rules didnt exist but hey its not my place to decide. i do have respect for KR even though i haven't shown it. at a time we were allies. i have no idea who banned me, but i hold no grudge towards them. if you could find it in your heart to forgive me, then i promise i will not break the rules that i have. i like being able to play at KR. P.S. i wonder why i am banned yet cookie (who's as guilty as me) is free to roam? get back to me, and sorry it had to come to this for me to realize ive been a fool