Thanks for your response and for taking things up with the other admins! There is really very little I disagree with where your post is concerned. I will just say two things:
1) Re your emphasis on my words "you guys are ready", no negative connotations were intended. Indeed, to shift any blame to you guys after I have apologised unreservedly not one time - but 4 separate times - would be completely incongruent with every unban request I have posted. Your suspicions that you might be reading too deep are dead on.
2) In regards your instructions to wait "a month or two, if lucky", I saw no harm in requesting for an unban at the earliest date you stipulated. I did not in any way assert that you had somehow warranted to me that my request would be successful if I waited a set amount of time. I am not that naive.
Finally, I just want you all to know that if you can't forgive my laming and flaming thats completely fine. You can't blame a guy for requesting to be unbanned. At the end of the day, this is just a game an I am but a few moving pixels (albeit disappointment inducing pixels) on your screen. I had hoped that you and your other admins could learn to forgive in an online game, when such initiative has been taken to post 4 times to request an unban. In any case, a re-ban could be enforced in a few seconds, which makes it all the more absurd - to my mind, at least - that forgiveness is so hard to come by in KR even when so sincerely asked for.
I hope you guys know I genuinely have no ill feelings towards you guys - even those who opposed unbanning me. I wish you all well. JKA traffic is seemingly on the decline and I'm glad I managed to enjoy some time on the game I adored in its sunset. I wish you all well